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It's a Boy [09 Oct 2007|12:30am]
[ mood | drained ]


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I wouldn't want it any other way [11 Feb 2007|12:06am]
[ mood | full ]

Tonight Matt and I went out on a double date with Allen and Ashley. We couldn't get a baby-sitter so of course Lily came with us. Since I had Lily Matt and I usually go out to dinner with her and she does great. Waitresses ooh and ahh over her and she stays happy. Tonight we decided to go to the cheesecake factory for dinner instead of Valentines day. She wasn't that happy tonight but Matt and I took turns holding her and eating. She just made the night interesting. She really brings much joy to our lives. I had much fun tonight and dinner was fabulous!

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[06 Feb 2007|11:55pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Things are going great. We got rid of the fleas and the place looks great. Lily is starting to teeth so she is a little more fussy then usual. I'm just enjoying being married and the three of us spending time together. Valentines day was our first date so it will be extra special this year. My mom will watch Lily next wednesday for us so we can go out to dinner and have a night alone. This will be our first Valentines as a married couple.

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Stupid Fleas! [18 Jan 2007|11:48am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Well, we moved in on Friday. By Saturday we were mostly unpacked and the place looks great. Only problem is the apartment was ridden with fleas when we moved in. I didn't realize we had fleas until Sunday when I was giving Lily a bath one jumped on her. They didn't bother Matt too much or Lily. I'm the only one that has bites everywhere. It seems like I'm their host. It makes me so mad that we move into a place that has a million fleas. The pest control guy came today so I'm hoping in a few days it will be better. Did I mention I hate bugs!

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Moving! Moving! Moving! [09 Jan 2007|01:41am]
[ mood | jubilant ]

In just three days we will be in our new place...Caint wait!

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Mr. and Mrs. Johnston! [10 Dec 2006|08:06pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

The wedding was amazing and the night in the hotel was even more amazing. Everyone kept asking me the whole day if I was nervous and I wasn't nervous at all until the very last moment. By the time I got to the doorway to walk outside I was spinning. I don't think I'v been that nervous in a very long time. The wedding was beautiful and it was everything I wanted and more!

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40 hours till the Wedding [08 Dec 2006|01:38am]
[ mood | Way too exited! ]

I'm getting so exited. Tomorrow morning I have to wake up early for my hair appointment and I can't sleep. I guess I'm just way too anxious. My aunt and uncle got us this awesome hotel with a jacuzzi for a wedding gift. I can't wait! Matt and I have been planning on going out to eat after the wedding and then back to the hotel room. I so cannot wait to have one night in peace and no worries. Matt's mother is going to take Lily for the evening so we have nothing to worry about.

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9 more days left until I'm a married women [29 Nov 2006|04:50pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

Yesterday we picked out Lily's dress for the wedding. I just tried it on her and it's beautiful, seeing the dress on her makes me even more exited. Matt and I took our rings in to get them sized on Monday and they are ready to be picked up now. For the most part we have everything done. We also put down a deposit on our apartment so we will be moving in January. I can't wait!

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3 weeks untill wedding! [19 Nov 2006|02:32pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Our wedding day is set. We officially have the minister reserved and we are working on the ceremony we will use. Matt and I deciding to have a back yard winter wedding. Yesterday I found the perfect wedding dress and his parents are giving us their wedding rings since they use anniversary rings now. I look at their rings as a symbol of good luck since they have been married for 37 years. I now have something new (my dress) something old (the rings) something borrowed (some ear rings) something blue (in the process of finding something). I'm counting down the days until I have my perfect day and I'm Mrs. Matthew Johnston!

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[14 Nov 2006|01:24am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

I have Lily Pie on my chest and it's amazing that she looks up at you and I'm her whole world. I never thought I could love someone so much. I use to dream of all the little snuggles, bubble baths, and all the beautiful moments one has with a daughter and I have all of that. This is Bliss! She gets even more cute by the minute. Every once in a while she will look up at you and give you the most beautiful innocent smile I'v ever seen.

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[13 Nov 2006|04:38pm]
[ mood | good ]

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Life is Good [12 Oct 2006|11:12am]
[ mood | excited ]

I'v now had little Lily home for 22 days. Things are going very well. I'm completely healed from delivery and I'm getting use to life as a mommy. Since Lily has been home Matt has spent every night here. Next week we are going to get our marriage license and we might have the wedding here at my aunts house sometime around the begaining of December. Matt has really been amazing. I'm so in love and happy.

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September 19, 2006 [01 Oct 2006|12:28pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I haven't updated my journal in a couple of weeks because the baby was born. The morning of September 19th my water broke at 4am. I rushed to the hospital and 3 hrs and 56 minutes later I had a beautiful baby girl. We named her Lillian Adele Johnston. She was 7lbs and 18" inches long.

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12 days to go...Come out already! [17 Sep 2006|09:18pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I just got back from spending four days with matt. It was really nice spending all that time with him. We spent most of the that time cleaning his apartment. Anyway I'm getting really uncomfortable with all the bathroom breaks and having a hard time walking long distances. Although it may seem hard I really thought it would be harder than it actually is. Matt has really made me feel more comfortable and pretty even though I'm 9 month pregnant.
It's so time for me to go into labor already!

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19 days left [10 Sep 2006|07:19am]
[ mood | morose ]

Yesterday I spent the night over at Matt's and woke up that morning and realized I was loosing my mucus plug and a few minutes later I noticed that I had also droped. So, I'v heard that I could go into labor anytime between now and two weeks from now. I'm getting closer!
Friday morning I woke up and didn't get an answer at my moms so I called my aunt and come to find out my mom was in the hospital with an od. I picked up Matt that afternoon for support and we went to the hospital to visit her. She wasn't making a whole lot of sense and it was extremely hard to see her like that. At the moment I'm not quite sure how to feel about all of this. I always pictured my mother being there for the birth but by the looks of things she's not going to be there when I go into labor. I just hope she gets herself help, that's all I want.

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I have exactly 34 Days to go maybe less... [26 Aug 2006|03:13am]
[ mood | grateful ]

The past few weeks Matt and I have been talking and we both decided that we would work things out. He wants to be in our lives, mine and the baby's and I couldn't be happier. I love him more then I ever thought possible. We have decided to move in together again at the very end of the year and I'm ecstatic. Not only will I have a beautiful baby girl soon but also the man of my dreams to start the year off to.

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[31 Jul 2006|01:57pm]
[ mood | moody ]

I haven't updated my journal in a few months and thought I would write some recent thoughts. Back in late May I moved in with my aunt and uncle Randy to get through the pregnancy and maybe stay here for a little while after the baby's born. Things lately have been really stressful. About five weeks ago I found out I have Gestational Diabetes and Iv been trying to get my blood sugar under control. It's been hard to eat all the things necessary at the right times during the day. The other thing is my back. I'm about 30 weeks and still getting bigger and it's putting a lot of strain on my back. This just seems like the hardest thing I'v ever had to do. It's kinda hard to stay positive when I'm in so much pain with my back and stressed every time I eat. It's also been extremely hard doing this all on my own. I have lots of family around me but it's not the same as having a companion. For years I dreamed of having children but I never dreamed of doing it all alone. I guess this is what hurts the most being alone and not being able to share this with someone. I have been so hurt by past relationships that I'm not sure I'd ever want to have another for fear that I would care for someone even more so then I cared for someone in my last relationship and then get hurt all over again. I just know if that day comes again I'm definitely going to choose the person wisely and get to know someone long before I start having feelings for them. What I'm feeling now is not worth doing it again unless I'm sure the other person feels the same the same way about me.

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It's A Girl [28 May 2006|03:26pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Check myspace for pictures

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What the fuck [23 Apr 2006|01:09pm]
[ mood | moody ]

I don't know whats wrong with me. Today I woke up early to go to my aunts house, she's going on vacation and I'm house sitting and taking care of my gandma while she's gone. I decided to take back the shorts that I bought on Friday and return them for a Medium. After I left kohls I walked over to Target to look at bathing suits and maybe buy a shirt or two. I get so over whelmed when I buy clothes because it seems like I'm growing so fast. Maybe I just don't feel as pretty as usual but today I just feel really down. After I picked out a bathing suit that might work my dad came around the corner asking about the price and complaining. Not that I felt bad enough I just put back the bathing suit and walked out and found a nice place to cry for a while. I just can't stop crying I have no idea whats wrong with me. Usually I'm very strong and happy. Maybe everything just sinking in since I'm getting bigger or maybe I just feel more alone then ever. I don't know what else to do besides just spending the whole day crying and just get it all out. I kinda thought I wouldn't get like this during my pregnancy because the past couple of weeks have been so good. Kristen explained when she felt like this and I really thought it wouldn't happen to me but god now I know how she felt. It's hard asking myself every day if I'm really strong enough. I hate being so emotional. Somedays I just feel like not that many people understand

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Due In September [19 Apr 2006|12:11am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

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